Ever feel like something is off or not in alignment with your life? I do. I just feel like something is wrong either with me or in my life. My mind is distracted by things I really can’t change in my life right now. Things that could or will happen later in the future. I’m wondering if what I’m distracted by should even be a concern or if it really is a major concern and I’m just using the fact that I should only be concerned and focused on God as an excuse. Basically an excuse out of fear of actually doing something about my “distractions”? I’ve been praying, but prayers are not as coherent as they usually are. I think I’ve become so distracted that I allowed myself to worry and lose the big picture thats in front of me. I keep asking God to show me or tell me something, but I have no clue what God should be telling me and if He has told me anything at all. I kinda feel like I need a spiritual awakening. Like my spirit went into hibernation while my mind and body was focused on school and other task I had going on the past 3 months. As I type this I believe I’m coming to the realization that I’m going through a dry moment (Ezekiel 37). Its really something though. I slowly felt this way as the few months pass, but coming home for the holidays has really added to this out of alignment feeling. The “distractions” running through my head that I really have no control over, but all I can do is trust God in ever situation and follow hard after Him. Its time to make a change and get realigned with what God has in store for me. Maybe this is God trying to get my attention. Whatever this feeling I’m having, I just give it all to God and let Him reopen my heart, soul, eyes, ears, and mind unto Him and the words of my mouth be of His Holy words in Jesus name, Amen!